zhixian =)

Donghae

2012-01-19T00:18:00.002+08:00

Donghae <3

So cute =3 Been awhile since I've felt like this!!
Cute guys like him are my weakness man.

Sch tmr. Getting rly sick of all the projects and all. Can't imagine gng through another two years of this. Oh well, I chose this path. No regrets! Work hard, and pray for the best.
=)

The vow

2012-01-14T11:04:00.001+08:00

OMG Channing Tatum and Rachel Mcadams =O!!!!!
Perfect or what. Hahaha it's like The Notebook + Dear John!
Can't wait. =)

power over us

2012-01-06T19:17:00.000+08:00

2012

2012-01-01T22:21:00.000+08:00

I'm glad that I spent the last few days of 2011 w people I rly care abt and enjoy myself w.
For 2012, I'll take my studies more seriously and cherish the people arnd me more.

xmas

2011-12-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas ♥

dd

2011-12-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

Nvr thought I'd admit this, but you were special. We were.
But it's okay. We're both happy now.

=)

genuine laugh

2011-12-09T19:58:00.002+08:00

Tht genuine laugh, it’s been awhile.

Sometimes I wish I nvr stopped blogging. But reading certain blogs just makes me wna roll my eyes. Like seriously, attention seeker much? Get over yourself.

sometimes

2011-10-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, just sometimes, I wish we were different.

dust

2011-08-06T14:01:00.001+08:00

When did we stop trying?

For the first time

2011-07-25T21:49:00.001+08:00

change

2011-06-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

Change.

perfect

2011-06-19T15:38:00.000+08:00

"do not wish to be anything but what you are, and try to be that perfectly"

japan

2011-03-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

30 days challenge

2011-02-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

My blog's pretty much dead since I rly don't update it anymore but it's okay, gna leave it here so I can read my archives in the future. =)

Gng to do the 30 days challenge, I know many ppl have done it ages ago but it doesn't matter! I think I'm gng to update way more often now =) Hahah here's the list :

Day 1 - Your best friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 - Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I might skip some though hahah!!

anniversary

2011-01-30T21:39:00.001+08:00

Happy anniversary, love you baby =)

post-christmas

2010-12-27T12:55:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!! Okay I know I'm late hahah. =)

I spent mine counting down w the usuals and boon's house after =)

Hope you enjoyed your Christmas!! Can you believe it's only five days away from 2011? Can't wait for the trip hehe =)

taiwan trip

2010-12-11T21:08:00.001+08:00

Off to Taiwan in a few hours!! Taking the 3am flight thr.
Be back in a week!!! =)

bb

2010-12-09T16:19:00.003+08:00

Black or White? =)

=)

2010-12-08T17:36:00.002+08:00

The things that people in love do to each other they remember, and if they stay together it’s not because they forget, it’s because they forgive. -Indecent Proposal

prom night

2010-12-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

Can't believe Prom's over!!! It's like, all the shopping and spending of money, doing nails, hair and makeup were for nothing!! Hahah okay not nothing but yeah y'get what I mean. Everyone looked awesome! =) Wasn't rly satisfied w the way I looked but it was okay in the end. =) I don't think I'm gng to post any photos up 'cause I look horrible in photos. -inserts puking face-

I know this is gng to sound Clichéd, but I think I rly am gng to missing everyone. =(

Okay I think I just made up my mind abt the Genting trip. =)

Maybe I shld just reactivate my Facebook acc. So everyone can just stop the " Can you like reactivate your acc alr!!? " Or " How come you don't have Facebook!!!" Plus w Facebook it'll be easier to stay connected to friends right? Hmm. Hahah =)

Hope you had fun at your prom!! =)

holding us tgt

2010-11-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

At the end of the day, you can either focus on what’s tearing you apart, or what’s holding you together. - poeticheartache

Spent the past few weeks prom shopping w the girls + wh, super tiring but somehow I rly enjoyed myself. =) Met up w Jiingharn too!! Hehe =)

I'm rly feeling the prom mood now!!! Super excited and all. I think it's 'cause we all got our stuff and all. Totally psyched, can't wait!! =)

end of o's

2010-11-13T09:00:00.004+08:00

( mmmstrktf )

Sorry I had to, the pic's perfect! =)

O LVLS ARE OVER!!!! =D

Haven't been blogging abt my daily doings recently. So yeap.
This is how I spent my day ytd =) Went for Klunch w Kenny, Lizheng and Huien. =) It was fun!! =) Walked arnd JP after that w them and Huien left after that. ( just as I'm typing this she just sent me a text hahah. ) Trained over to Maggie's place w Kenny&Lizheng and played MJ again. =P Skipped dinner w them and cabbed home instead 'cause I'm down w fever!! =( Sucks to be ill right after the end of O's. But at least I wasn't ill during O's. =D

Hope you're enjoying life now ppl hahah~ =D

blair and chuck

2010-11-11T12:26:00.004+08:00

( gossipgirladdicts.tumblr )

I love Blair & Chuck!! =)
Loved them since GG Season 1, and how they're so crazy abt each other. =)

dbsk

2010-11-09T12:26:00.005+08:00

Pause at 0:34, 1:21, 2:52, 3:00!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So much freaking more cute!! My new fav phrase. =D Hahah having fun w my sis =)

K

2010-11-08T17:35:00.004+08:00

The next time someone replies back with K. I'm going to say this :

K? K what? K the letter before L, the letter after J? Did you know that in JK, K stands for “Kidding”. So your reply is “Kidding?” Or K as in Potassium? Do you need some Special K breakfast? K, as in I can K/O you? Can I knock you out and feed you to hungry sharks? Sharks has a K in it. -xmicahh

Hahah omg that's exactly how I feel sometimes!!! =)

This is rly cute!! clickyclicky =D

Dianna Argon's rly pretty! =)

I think I shld seriously stop looking and staring at pictures of pretty girls. Unhealthy.. Hahah! =S

Anyw I feel like O's are over!!! =) Rly don't feel like taking Hcl this Wed!! Pointless. =(

o lvls

2010-10-25T09:06:00.002+08:00

Did you know that you forget your dreams as soon as you wake up? Maybe you’ll remember snips of it but it doesn’t last. Sometimes you think you haven’t dreamt too long awhile but actually you just can’t remember anything at all. I think its kind of disappointing because I dream of the most beautiful surreal things and I want to remember it like a picture taken. -goldigger

Today's the start of O's! Omg.. Hahah. Gdluck to everyone who's taking theirs, including me =P

superdog

2010-10-20T15:05:00.001+08:00

Super cute outfit omg!!! =D

minute maid pulpy

2010-10-17T17:24:00.004+08:00

Ytd night, I told my family I felt like drinking minute maid pulpy and went downstairs to get some.
Today, my dad came home carrying a carton that holds 24 bottles of it!! Craziness but awesome hahah =)

&I saw someone selling this bag I've been eyeing for at least two years ( which is totally out of my budget ) but is selling for less than half the actual price!!! Shld I go for it? =S

letting go?

2010-10-09T20:00:00.000+08:00

=)

2010-09-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

When I saw you I fell in love. And you smiled because you knew. -William Shakespeare

This is so nice! =)

get it right

2010-09-16T21:22:00.003+08:00

‘So you believe in second chances now,’ he said, clarifying.
‘I believe,’ I said, ‘in however many you might need to get it right.’
-Along for the Ride, by Sarah Dessen

Feeling great today, after watching the first episode of GG4!! =D And not to mention, last paper tml and then enjoying life after that. ( HAHA ) At least for this weekend. =)

Oh and i came across this!! Cuteness =)

the real to do list

2010-09-02T16:44:00.000+08:00

=)

Back to studying for History. =(

predictable

2010-08-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

You don’t need as much strength as understanding to let go of someone. Understanding that things will fall into place eventually, understanding that you’ll eventually meet the one who makes you happy, and that this too, shall pass. -runawaytrain

Prelims now. Gd luck to everyone who's having exams now. =)

memory

2010-08-03T16:55:00.003+08:00

"Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that’s all. You can’t see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner. You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it." -Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven

Been falling sick very often lately. Have to start sleeping earlier and taking care of myself =)

School ends at 10.30 on Friday!!! =D And a four day holiday after that. =)

=)

2010-07-20T21:03:00.003+08:00

-prettyfamous

Have been exercising regularly lately, makes me feel better abt myself =)

I can't rmb anything else that has happened except that I got to play w baby's dog!! =) Makes me wish I had one too but I know it comes w responsibilities and all, and I don't think I'll be able to deal w its death =(

Haven't been able to find a nice banner photo to put up, the recent ones I have been putting up are so unsatisfactory =(

~

2010-07-04T17:11:00.005+08:00

'What' and 'if' two words as nonthreatening as words come.
But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: 'What if?'...

I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt then was love - true love - then it's never too late.
If it was true then it why wouldn't it be true now?
You need only the courage to follow your heart...

I don't know what a love like that feels like...
a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for...
but I'd like to believe if I ever felt it.
I'd have the courage to seize it.
I hope you had the courage to seize it, Claire.
And if you didn't, I hope that one day you will.

- The letter to Claire, Letters to Juliet

Ytd, I watched Letters to Juliet, had Pasta Mania for dinner and watched Eclipse after that w baby =) Letters to Juliet was v sweet, while Eclipse was surprisingly good as well!! Much much better then the first two Twilight movies. Made better w choc ice cream hehe =)

Back to hmwk~ =(

more than enough

2010-07-01T21:33:00.001+08:00

With every moment we share, every smile, every touch, I become more certain that in you, I’ve found something I’ve looked for a very long time. I don’t know what the future holds, but I do know how much your love excites me and how happy I feel when I’m with you. And, from this day forward, that’s more than enough. -eletheowl

=)

I know sitting on ferris wheels isn't scary to almost everyone, but somehow whenever I go on one, and it stops when I'm at the highest point to let other ppl on, my heart skips a beat. Hahah is it just me or are thr some others who feel that way too? =)

what anyhow say

2010-06-11T20:48:00.005+08:00

People say that many things in life never last. But the truth is, you never lose these things till you let them. Life is about making choices; hanging on, holding back, and letting go. Things do last, but only if you and the people involved make the choice to make it so. -runawaytrain

Went for Sakae buffet today w baby =) Went to walk arnd Jp after that and bought the new minute maid pulpy drink!!! Totally excited to try it 'cause I like the pulps!! =) Bought it in both flavours to try it =)

Oh and this looks so good!!! =)

happyhappyhappy

2010-06-08T23:44:00.005+08:00

Love is being happy and comfortable with someone and you can just be yourself, no makeup, no fancy clothes, wake up next to them and think that you two are the only two people in the world that matter. -eletheowl

Had five hours of math ytd. After that I had a sudden urge to play mj!! So Kenny, Benlee and I went to Maggie's to play mj and pictureka =) Dinner after that and ended up chatting for a long time and reached home at twelve. =)

Went to Superbowl today w the usual people, and Jp for dinner. =)

The hmwk list scares me =(

Oh and I saw this somewhr. It's rly nice!! Would totally participate too =)

" In Denmark, Mukhtar the bus driver had a birthday. He worked that day. His regular passengers had an idea. This is so amazing, I would love to plan or participate in something like this that would make someone so happy! "

=)

2010-05-29T22:06:00.001+08:00

Thank you for making me feel like the luckiest girl on earth.
I love you =)

thankyou =)

2010-05-27T22:52:00.001+08:00

A big thank you to everyone who did cards for me!!!!
Some are so sweet while some are so gl TSK hahaha nevertheless I smiled and laughed while reading all of them. Super touched and happy now =)

smiles

2010-05-21T18:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes people have to cry out all the tears in order to make room for a heart full of smiles. — One Tree Hill

Ytd I didn't attend school 'cause I was sick and after school ended, two vvv special ppl to me came to my place, one w strawberry milktea in hand and another w my fav gummies!!

Totally made my day. =) It's moments like these that remind me how blessed and lucky I am and that I shld nvr take that for granted. =)

=)

2010-05-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, the simplest advice that we give to others - to follow your heart, to let go because its no longer worth it anymore - is the hardest for us to follow. -runawaytrain

This weekend has been awesome so far!! =) Hehe been a v happy girl nowadays =)

Alright kbox with the girls and wh tml! =)

Hugs =)

2010-05-13T23:01:00.004+08:00

If you're angry at a loved one, hug that person. And mean it. You may not want to hug - which is all the more reason to do so. It’s hard to stay angry when someone shows they love you, and that’s precisely what happens when we hug each other. -Walter Anderson

=)

Exams are officially over!!! Hehe =) Long John Silver's for lunch, Arena for pool and Safra for Kbox then had Ajisen for dinner!! =)

And I don't have to attend school tml!! =)

mother's day

2010-05-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

Love is a funny thing. You expect it to be easy. You expect it to be a world of roses and laughs and perfect moments that you find only in movies. You expect her to always say the right thing, and always know exactly how you feel, or exactly how to react to it. You expect her to calm you down when you’re yelling or to chase you when you run away. You expect so much that you feel entirely, and utterly defeated when something doesn’t exactly match up with all your plans. But that’s the thing. Love isn’t a plan. It doesn’t have a certain beginning and it certainly has no end or visible finish line to those deeply in it. -eletheowl

It was mother's day ytd and I actually had a picture to post up ( HAHAH ) hehehe. =)

Had Pizzahut for lunch w Maggie and Elycia today =)

Can't wait for exams to be over!! Well at least the humanities papers are over, no more memorizing and writing till my hands are sore!! Sciences are coming up though. =/

And I get to report to school at 10.15 tml 'cause I have no paper in the morning!! Yay =)

kbox

2010-05-08T22:33:00.006+08:00

Kfc and Kbox and Pepper lunch on Friday, and this song made me smile instantly when I saw it!! Hahaha ( inside joke ) =)

trying

2010-05-04T19:57:00.001+08:00

One day, you’ll meet someone who will make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else. - eletheowl

Stayed back till five for math today. Left all of us mentally exhausted =(

It's bbf and xinmei's bday tml!! Happy bday to both of you =)

seeing

2010-04-29T21:08:00.004+08:00

“When I see you, the world. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The world just stops and it’s a beautiful place and there’s only you. Just you. And my eyes staring at you. When you’re gone, the world starts again and I don’t like it as much. I can live in it, but I don’t like it. I just walk around in it, and wait to see you again and wait for it to stop again. I love it when it stops. It’s the best thing I’ve ever known or ever felt, the best thing, and that, is why I stare at you.” -A Million Little Pieces

goodbye

2010-04-28T20:48:00.003+08:00

“I have this theory that the more important and intimate the emotion, the fewer the words are required to express it. For instance, in dating, “Will you go out with me?” Six words. “I think I care for you.” Five words. “You matter to me.” Four words. “I love you.” Three words. “Marry me.” Two words. So what’s left? What’s the most important and intimate word you can ever say to somebody? It’s “goodbye.” -J. Michael Straczynski

MYE officially starts tml. All the best to anyone that's reading this =)

breeze

2010-04-26T20:39:00.003+08:00

“I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.” - The X

Today I had a long talk with Maggie, feels like we haven't done that in a long time!!! I think she's the person that genuinely feels the happiest for me when something good happens to me or when she knows I'm happy. Love you Maggie, and I hope you'll be happy too, I know you will be. =)

feeling

2010-04-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

Nicole : Life is about making mistakes.
Milo : Death is about wishing you made more. - The Bounty Hunter

Thank you for the little things you do or say to me. Being with you makes me happy =)

always have, always will

2010-04-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

“Have you ever noticed that happiness is not a dependency, it is a decision? You don’t actually need anything to be happy. It’s not something that comes from outside, it comes from inside, and when you radiate a happy energy you’ll be amazed what it attracts into your life. Don’t worry, be happy…sound familiar? Decide now, be happy, and watch magic begin to enter your life.” -Innerspace

I love the days when I feel like this =)

=))

2010-04-19T20:56:00.004+08:00

Don't laugh : What I miss most is talking to you. I imagine running into you in a busy market, even though I don't go to the market. And we decide to have lunch and we talk over margaritas; and then we walk back to where you are staying and we talk some more, and we talk in the hotel lobby and we keep talking until the moon is high up in the sky and the bellhops change shifts and the night manager kicks us out.

I want to talk to you, but I don't have the slightest idea what we would have to say. -- Jodi Picoult, Mercy

Went to Maggie's new place last sat w the guys. =)

I've been quite stressed out recently even though I don't show it. I'm afraid I won't be able to score well for my MYEs, and I am very horrified at how my O's are nearing. I hate how I get upset so easily, how I can convince myself into giving up ( for subjects like my sciences ) so easily, and how I let my insecurities get the better of me.

Even on days where I feel absolutely horrible, I'm comforted by the fact that I have people who truly care for me, who make sure I know that. Thank you =)

=)

2010-04-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

People always say that, when you love someone, nothing in the world matters. But that’s not true, is it? You know, and I know, that when you love someone, everything in the world matters a little bit more. — Jodi Picoult, Handle with Care

blissful

2010-04-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

"If you take a book with you on a journey,…an odd thing happens: The book begins collecting your memories. And forever after you have only to open that book to be back where you first read it. It will all come into your mind with the very first words: the sights you saw in that place, what it smelled like, the ice cream you ate while you were reading it…yes, books are like flypaper—memories cling to the printed page better than anything else." — Cornelia Funke (Inkheart)

hkkkkk

2010-03-31T22:42:00.005+08:00

I miss HK =(

Ran my 2.4km today and my legs are feeling a little sore now, bet it'll be worse tml!! But I got the best timing I've ever gotten, so I'm pretty happy =)

So glad that both of my SPAs are over!!! =)

Stayed back after structured remedial to do the hk powerpoint presentation ( even though huien did most of the work haha thanks =) ) Totally made Jiaying&I miss the HK times!!! =(

Tml's one of those days whr you have lessons on all of the subjects =( But it's okay since we don't have to attend school on Friday!! So instead of TGIF, TGIGF hahah =)

APRIL FOOLS' TML, BECAREFUL EVERYONE!! HAHAH =)

earth hour

2010-03-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

Earth hour (27/03)
8.30-9.30 pm

Did you turn off your lights? =)

=(

2010-03-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, its the good memories that kill you inside out, not the bad ones. -runawaytrain

I impressed myself by attending all three days of the holiday remedial lessons, hahah even though all of us are required to BUT I'm still quite happy nonetheless. =) Plus I can wake up late from tml onwards hehe =)

I bet I'll feel dead everyday when school reopens. Lessons till 4.30 everyday and not to mention hmwk when I get home. Being sec four sucks =(

On a happy note, my class bbq's on Friday and I'm quite excited actually 'cause I love bbq food!! And ofc, bonding with my classmates hahah. The only turnoff's travelling all the way to ecp =( But it's okay I guess 'cause I'll have company! =)

happiness?

2010-03-12T20:11:00.003+08:00

I needed to know that I meant something, anything to you. But what I got was nothing, absolutely nothing. And it’s funny the things you realize when someone walks away. At first you feel as though it’s your fault. Feeling like nothing, and so close to falling apart. But in time, you come to realize that you did nothing wrong; that it’s his loss, that you are so much better without that one boy who didn’t ever care. You live and you learn, that’s how it is. -runawaytrain

Got back all of my ct papers and I rly rly need to be more self-motivated!!! The big Os are nearing =(

Today I thought abt some friends and I think I miss some of them. =(

=) =) =)

1000th

2010-03-04T20:11:00.001+08:00

This is my 1000th post. =)

(fill in the blank)

HAHAHA HEHE =) =) =)

can't

2010-03-02T21:41:00.002+08:00

The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care. But thats the hardest thing to do.

With five papers down and only two more to go, I feel sort of happy!!! =) And even though I know close to nothing abt the topics tested tml for the chem paper, I'm gng to dig into my pile of notes and worksheets with a positive attitude. Not gng to waste a day of happiness being upset. =)

care?

2010-03-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

Tml's the physics paper and I feel so unmotivated to study because part of me feels like even if try to study for it, I'll still fail it. =(

butterflies

2010-02-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

I hate moments like this.

Idk

2010-02-21T11:26:00.004+08:00

Maybe I would have protected my heart from some things, but would that really have been better? To hold myself apart because I was too scared that something might not be forever. -Sarah Dessen, This Lullaby (runawaytrain)

Went to Mr Lee's house to bai4nian2 ytd, took 185 thr and didn't get lost surprisingly. Sat thr and chatted w ppl for awhile and got dragged downstairs by boon&kenny, which turned out to be a good thing 'cause it was kinda stuffy in the house! Went to the bball court but one of the rings were spoilt, while the other ring was occupied but they continued playing w the spoilt ring which was kinda entertaining hahah! Went to the playground after that, then ph, bryan and xm came to find us. Slacked for awhile more before gng back to Mr Lee's house.

Bused to Macs to have our dinner, followed by a long chat w kfc hahah =)

I'm feeling rly dead now but -points to the hmwk pile- =( and not to mention, two tests tml oh wait, if we add math that would be three!! Ah, 我不要上学 =( =( =(

cny&v day

2010-02-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

Happy new year and valentine's day everyone!! =)

I'm trying to shou3ye4 but I think I'll fall asleep soon!! Anyw, my bbf is a vvv nice friend, must be happy always kay? =) I know you're honoured to see this right hahaha =)

Went for Sakae buffet w Maggie, Simin, Prec, Jerlin, HC, XY, XM, Darren, Bryan, YK, WH, YJH & WQ on Friday. =) Had my family reunion dinner today and the food was good even though overpriced ( imo ) First day of new year tml and I have to visit my relatives. =( =( =(

Nvrmind, I must stay optimistic for the sake of collecting red packets!! =P

three

2010-02-07T21:09:00.003+08:00

“ The best gift you can give is a hug: one size fits all and no one ever minds if you return it. " -bitchville =)

Mr Tan changed our seats and my new partner's Wuying!! Who is v cute ( self-proclaimed ) hahah okay la cute la cute la! She's v fun to chat w, and not to mention eating in class w. =P Thanks for the choc, partner~ =)

Went out w Darren today and we met alot of ppl!! Hahah today was a happy day =)

I have to conquer my huge stack of hmwk now =( =( =(

takes time

2010-01-28T19:19:00.004+08:00

She wasn’t bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time. -The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Superteen is over!!! I think it was quite good, the instructors were all pretty entertaining. I liked Ken the most!! He's so funny =) Okay I shall end here, with a trailer!!

I'm so gng to watch this!!!!!!!!!!! =)

furthest

2010-01-23T10:12:00.003+08:00

Along the way, I’ve learned that you can’t let anyone in too far and you can’t trust endlessly. The biggest mistake you can make is to care or love someone more than yourself, because then you are just setting yourself up for disappointment. Boundaries are necessary so that you can protect yourself, because once you’re broken, you’ll never be fully fixed. -eletheowl

Went to send Wenhui off on Thurs and went home deadbeat! Take care ah 好朋友 =)

School was rly slack ytd! I think the only lessons we had were Humans and maybe half an hour of Zhang? Mdm Yee didn't come in ytd and it has great not having to see her face for a day HAHAH. Like seriously, we( Mag & I & others ) were in a rly good mood despite having two math tests. Stayed back to accompany Xinmei till seven =)

I think I'll be doing my New Year shopping this weekend. =) I'm not looking forward to ~~headstart~~I mean Superteen!! Omg hahah only realised this after Huien tagged haha. =(

takecare =)

2010-01-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be. -Gossip Girl

Stayed back for math remedial ytd and left in a hurry after begging mdm yee to let Maggie&I go & cabbed to Tiong Bahru. Watched 听说, it's v sweet =) The guy was v cute hahah Simin couldn't stop squealing!!! Had Long John's for dinner and trained home =)

Today : Four periods of math + staying back after school for two hours of Physics rly drained all of my energy, went home deadbeat =(

Okay I've got to do math hmwk now!! =(

faith?

2010-01-18T21:45:00.002+08:00

To myself and anyone who's constantly feeling vulnerable: you need to have a little faith, not everyone you love is going to leave you. -runawaytrain

Wasn't feeling well ytd and this morning so I went to the docs and got a two day mc hahah. =) Decided to go back to school for learning journey 'cause if not, I'd have to go on the 28th!! =( Felt much better in the afternoon though =) Had dinner w the guys after that and walked home with a BD LOL. Okay lah gentleman gentleman =)

Back to hmwk!! Being sec four seems to be just being piled up with hmwk and hmwk =(

=)

2010-01-17T11:25:00.004+08:00

At times I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not. -runawaytrain

Ytd I went to JP, then to Peihan's sis' bbq =) Shan't elaborate hahah. Today is hmwk day and I alr feel dead. =( School tml!! Oh and choir/Physics remedial!!! =(

7 laughs

2010-01-14T22:06:00.003+08:00

Did you know she has 7 laughs? One when something really makes her laugh. One when she’s making plans. One when she is laughing out of politeness. One when she is uncomfortable. One when she is making fun of herself. One when she’s having fun with her friends. And one, when she is thinking about you. -iamblessed

I think I need to stop slacking so much, the big O's this year!!!! =( Okay I shall start by drawing the graph for physics, if not MrLoh will kill me hahah. 好的开始就是成功的一半, hehe =D

I wna watch Valentine's day and Remember me!!! Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner!!!! =)

This is super cute!!!! It's actually animated but it doesn't work on blogger but it still looks cute!!! =)

amnesia

2010-01-13T22:01:00.002+08:00

I know one shouldn't live in the past; but what do you do when that's the only thing that makes you happy anymore? -runawaytrain

Watched Sherlock Holmes with Maggie, DK, YK, BL & WH ytd. It was nice, even though I kept shivering throughout the movie 'cause it was so cold!! I kept saying OMG at some parts of the movie and I fell asleep for a minute! I think it was some boring scene + I was feeling restless. We shuffled our tickets and I sat beside my partner HAHAH. It was fun overall =)

Went to Macs for lunch today with the girls and ended up chatting with Maggie till 7+ =D

&& Today some BD kept calling me a BH!!!! You good, you good.

hope I did

2010-01-10T18:04:00.003+08:00

I want people to feel an immediate happiness and cheerfulness when they are around me, to make a difference in someone’s life. I want to make an impression in someone’s life, so that even though I may be delicate and fragile, my footprints are permanent within the hearts of the ones I’ve touched. -runawaytrain

I didn't go for flag day ytd 'cause I was too tired to wake up!!! =( I went to meet the the girls + SY and LZ at jp after that though. Bused back to school to watch the guys play bball again hahah! Took a round of 99 home with Prec and SN after that.

Woke up feeling dead today 'cause I slept at two last night!! =( Just finished an english essay. I still have chinese assignments + other subs left. I will conquer them all!! Hehe =)

Good luck to everyone who's getting their chinese O's results tml =)

how much longer

2010-01-08T23:46:00.003+08:00

What you don't know can't hurt you. It's what you suspect that screws everything up. runawaytrain

Spent the past few days chatting with the girls after school hours, gng to macs and watching the guys play ball. Had dinner at Pizzahut today, we were super duper full after eating and Maggie's appetite is rly huge! Don't be deceived by her size hahah!! Home at ten.

Flag day tml, again. I think this is the fourth time I'm doing flag day! Hopefully I'll meet many nice people!!! Oh and maybe bump into someone I know coincidentally! =)

enough

2010-01-04T20:49:00.002+08:00

I hate that time before you go to sleep at night, cause that’s when all the thoughts you’ve been trying to avoid start to linger in your mind. -goldigger

My first day of school was alright, thanks to my fav girls =) Despite having a huge stack of hmwk to be done, I am still happy =) I am now one of the welfare secretaries and also the physics rep hahah. I also went for choir practice today and it turned out quite alright in the end!!! We had monday blues initially HAHAH. Thanks for being so awesome, you guys know who you are. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGKIAT =)

2010

2010-01-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances, and how it’s really just about overcoming your fears. Because the truth is, every time you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you’re always glad you took it. -eletheowl

I'm finally posting after gng out for five days straight!!

2i1&2i5 '08 chalet - 29th to 31st December > home to sleep for a few hours > meet them for countdown at boonlay > walked to boonping's house to ton > ended up staying the next day as well > library to do hmwk today

Shan't elaborate 'cause I'm too lazy but it was rly fun. =) Love all of you guys =)

I hope 2010 will be a better year, I will try to be a better person!!! =)

memories

2009-12-28T21:33:00.002+08:00

Do you know the most surprising thing about heartache? It doesn’t actually kill you. Like a bullet to the heart, or a head-on car wreck, it should. When someone you’ve promised to cherish forever says, “I never loved you,” it should kill you instantly. You shouldn’t have to wake up day after day after that, trying to understand how in the world you didn’t know. -eletheowl

Chalet tml!!! Kinda excited hahah. But I have a slightly sore throat and flu!! Taking medicine and hopefully I'll get better tml. =)

x'mas

2009-12-26T13:04:00.004+08:00

This is a day late but yeah :

Hope your Christmas was great =)

Slept at eight pm ytd and woke up at ten today = fourteen hours of sleep hahaha poweeeeeer. Okay Maggie texted me and told me she slept for thirteen hours. HAHAH we're awesome.

Spent my day packing wardrobes with Mummy. Crazy but filled with laughter. I think I was much prettier when I was younger like when I was 6/7 =(

ANYW SALLY IF YOU'RE READING THIS:

" I know it hurts when you lose someone. But you need to remind yourself that you don't need that boy. You are just as strong, if not stronger without him. Don't let a boy define you. And don't forget - you deserve better. " -runawaytrain

x'mas eve

2009-12-24T13:02:00.002+08:00

Changed the 'blog picture' into this one 'cause it's beautiful!! Plus it reminds me of the lighting effects made while looking through the hologram viewer back in hk. =)

Today is X'mas eve. Have you made plans for today? =)

not at the back of my head

2009-12-23T22:19:00.004+08:00

The worst thing is loving someone when you know you shouldn’t anymore. It’s caring about someone, wondering how they are and what they’re up to when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago. The worst thing is remembering every single detail of your relationship when he’s obviously long forgotten about you. The worst thing is missing him so much when he doesn’t even realize you’re gone. It is feeling the same as you ever did, even though you know you shouldn’t, because he doesn’t anymore. -runawaytrain

Today was tough. Ah it can only get better from here. =)

Anyw I just saw this from lumos-maxima.tumblr and tried it out! Despite being rly careful and all, I still failed to keep my foot moving in clockwise circles!! Try it too =)

hope

2009-12-22T21:56:00.006+08:00

We all can use a little hope sometimes, you know. That feeling that everything is gonna be okay and that there’s gonna be someone there to help make sure of that. -One Tree Hill

Went for facial with Mummy today. I love the way my face feels after that, no 'bumps' and all, know what I mean? Only for a few days though. =(

Today is 冬至 a.k.a tangyuan festival to me hahah. ( have no idea what's it called in eng )

Me: Eh Mummy why you wna cook tangyuan today!! 元宵节 is it.
Mummy: What 元宵节!!!!! -laughs-
Me: Eh shit 元宵节 is the festival whr we eat dumplings right.
Mummy: THAT IS 端午节!!!!!! -bursts out laughing uncontrollably-

I FAIL.

Mummy and I cooked twenty glutinous rice balls, ten in white and ten in pink! Hehe. According to the chinese tradition, after eating glutinous rice balls on 冬至, families will be 团圆! Hopefully that's true. =) Pardon the singlish, I am a Singaporean afterall hahah.

On a side note, the pouch I ordered came in the mail today!! Super cute =) =) =)
&& I'm currently hooked on my latest novel, Dear John - Nicholas Sparks Hahah it's obvious I'm a huge fan of his books but this one is goooooood I'm two-thirds through!!

Happy 冬至 everyone!! =)

(edit)
Me: Mummy I just finished posting abt just now hahah.
Mummy: Post correctly not, 冬至 eh!!!!!!

WLAO.
(/edit)

edward cullen

2009-12-21T22:45:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

amnesia

2009-12-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

" It can only get better from here, I promise. "

What if it doesn't?

amazing

2009-12-20T23:06:00.004+08:00

Omg try it if you haven't hahah.

CLICKCLICKCLICK

wht's left?

2009-12-20T00:14:00.003+08:00

I don't want someone because I'm scared of the ending. I'm scared to fall in love again, open up completely, and then just get shut out. It's not a completely irrational fear. You give your heart away and you eventually you'll get it back. But that one little piece is always going to be missing. Everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him, and at the end of it all, what's left? -runawaytrain

Dinner at Aston's and caught this with family. It's nice!!! At least imo. Sis didn't like it though. I guess if you're a history student like me you'll like it.

Some reasons to catch it : Donnie Yen, Nicholas Tse, Leon Lai, Fan BingBing and more!!!

Watching this now on chnl eight. Andy Lau and DANIEL WU =) =) =)

in the end

2009-12-18T18:00:00.004+08:00

"The girl who seemed unbreakable; Broke, The girl who seemed so strong; Crumbled, The girl who always laughed it off; Cried, and The girl who would never stop trying; Finally gave it all up and quit." -rmh

Happy fifteenth Huien!!! Stay pretty and Korean ( hahah ) =)

A few days ago, Sis&I decided to get cards and mail them to some of our friends as a little X'mas surprise. I don't know about you but I think getting sth through mail is much more special as compared to a text/email or whtevr. Hahah I'd be happy receiving something mailed to me so I figured you guys would too. =)

I realised that day two of hk is the day we went to the wax museum!!! So I think I'll do up the post soon. =D

Watching Survivor on channel five now and I love the show!!! Plus thr's this guy in the show called Brett who's rly cute!!! Hehe.

honest

2009-12-17T22:12:00.004+08:00

I wish that some people in my life would just cut the bullshit and be totally honest about something, just for once.

Saw this on tumblr. I rmb feeling like that.

From now onwards I shall try to update everyday, okay more often. So expect more random stuff like the following hahah.

I bought the new mango flavoured tictac a few days ago and tried them today. It's nice!! I mean ofc it is. Everything that's mango flavoured shld taste nice. Right Sally? =)

Ytd I read sth on the web, saying that muscle weighs three times as much as fat. Is that true? I mean I know muscle weighs more than fat but three times? Woah. =O

Grabbed this frm tumblr. Salivating now hahahah.

Looks really good right!!!! If you're not salivating like me yet,

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xx's wedding proposal

2009-12-16T17:21:00.002+08:00

Just watched Xiaxue's wedding proposal video!!!! Watch it here if you haven't.

Super sweet!!! Plus her ring is really pretty =)

hk day one

2009-12-15T15:21:00.003+08:00

You ever feel like your life’s the worst? Just when you think you’ve hit rock bottom, he makes you hit lower. He gives you that feeling you get and makes you cry like when you see a happy ending in a movie or when he says something so sweet…only it’s the opposite. You cry those tears but they aren’t the happy ones you cry from the movie or his sweet words. These are the tears you cry when you’re a little kid and your favorite toy is missing or you can’t find your mom in the mall…or when he breaks your heart. -goldigger

Choir practice last thursday, last friday, ytd and today. Totally retarded. Being with the girls made it better though. Had lunch at Macs with Gk&Jerlin on Friday, lunch at KFC with Jerlin ytd and banmian with Gk today. Hahaha I seem to be doing the same thing everyday recently! FINALLY I CAN WAKE UP LATE TML, AWESOME =D

Anyw, I saw this pic on tumblr and got reminded of hk! So I'm gna blog abt day one in detail and the rest when I feel like it HAHAH.

( 17/11) We gathered in school at 4pm and had a briefing. That was when Huien and I realised that we had forgotten to bring our thermometers. So we had to spend four bucks to get it frm the office. Ugh total waste of money. After that, we got on the bus and I sat with Jiaying. I rmb chatting happily and excitedly abt what we were gng to do thr and all.

Reached the airport, checked our luggages in and Mummy came to send me off. =) She gave Jiaying and Sally a treat at Coffeebean. We were late so we didn't take the group picture with everyone at the airport =( Walked arnd for abit and boarded the plane. Stupid Jiaying got the window seat!!!! So Jiaying was on my left, Huien on my right, Lizheng&Yongxiang behind us.

Jiaying and I were super excited while Huien was just totally calm and laughing at us! Anyw this is the photo I saw :

When the plane took off, Jiaying said "要飞了!!! 我可以看到那个翅膀!!" And I was like, " Whr whr I wna seeeeee!! " And Huien just stared at us and laughed.

From Huien's blog :
Zhixian was mad squealing and she grasped my arm when the plane took off. LOL

HAHAH seriously. Okay I did that when we were landing too 'cause it was like a mini roller coaster ride!!

I can't rmb what I ate though. Eh was it salmon? Or was that on the ride back. OHOH it was some kind of fish. It was nice but I couldn't finish it so I gave a piece to the ~~dustbin~~Jiaying. Watched ( 500 ) Days of Summer with Huien. Hate Summer in the show!!!

When the plane landed, we felt the cold breeze! It was ten degrees on the first day. And thr, we met Tim who is super irritating and not to mention useless. Mr Tan said, " If he can be a tourguide, I also can lah. "

Took the bus to our hotel, and I shared a room with Jiaying and Jialin. Was happy that I was with Jiaying, and both of us prefer to shower in the morning!!! But... HAHAH shan't talk about it here. Changed out of our clothes and dived into bed. Was deadbeat.

Okay I'm dooooone.

myself?

2009-12-09T10:39:00.003+08:00

Be yourself. Everyone is already taken. -Oscar Wilde

Kbox-ed with Sally, Huien, Kenny & Lizheng on Monday. It was hilarious, esp when Lizheng and Kenny sang 梁山伯与茱丽叶, with Lizheng being 茱丽叶 HAHAHAH. Initially he was okay with being the female but once he started singing, all of us burst out into laughter so he got embarrassed. =D

Less than three weeks left till school reopens and I haven't touched my hmwk at all. So dead. Plus, practices start tml -.- Need to get my books too AHH.

no more songs

2009-12-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

it was one of those nights / that’ll ring in your ear
for the rest of your life / when the rest disappears
even if it falls apart / everything leaves a mark

( via icanread )

ask and you shall receive

2009-12-04T10:04:00.002+08:00

A lot of people are afraid to say what they want.
That’s why they don’t get what they want.

(27/11) Daddy's birthday!!! All of us dressed up really femininely for the day hahah. Went to East Coast( or was it west HAHAH ) for our Jumbo lunch. Was stuffed, yummy yummy =) Headed to vivo next for New Moon. TEAM JACOOOOOOOOB!!! =)

(29/11) Went out w Sally, alot of stupid drama happened while taking the train. -.- Watched New Moon again ( lol retarded ) at Plaza Sing, Clarke Quay after that. =)

nothing

2009-11-28T17:31:00.000+08:00

You can never tell what people are thinking and feeling unless they tell you, and usually they lie. you ask them, ‘Whats wrong?’ and they say ‘Nothing’. You accept this because it’s easier than digging for the truth. People smile when they want to cry, they laugh when they want to scream and shout. They pretend like nothing is wrong because they don’t want to face the truth. Things aren’t always rainbows and butterflies, sometimes you gotta scream and cry your anger and sadness to the world, because you can only hold it in for so long before something in you snaps. -flb

hk!

2009-11-25T11:11:00.004+08:00

Hello people!!! I'm back frm HK, had an awesome time =)
I'm too lazy to write an entry now but I will when I get all of the pictures, till then,

WATCH THIS HAHAHA

Will explain why in my upcoming entry. =)

HAHAHAGAO! =) =) =)

3s4 bbq

2009-11-16T15:50:00.003+08:00

" People like to give up, they like telling you that nothing really matters at all. I cannot, in any form, accept that. Some deep entity within myself will wake up and fight for every moment to live. Accepting a fate or destiny is a characteristic that I cannot comprehend. " -William Kalnov Devoux

I suddenly recalled that last Saturday, when I was doing my flagday, I met Audrey and possibly JerraldWee! Audrey shouted my name excitedly when she saw me! Hahaha I was pleasantly surprised. =) Also, if the guy I saw was rly JerraldWee, then he became much taller+tanner! =O I think it's him 'cause Jiingharn texted me this morning that she saw him at OBS, and he's freakin' tanned. Hahah! Take care of yourself at OBS darl, meet up when I'm back!

My class bbq was on Friday the 13th! Which explains why it rained. -.- I gotta admit, I expected it to be boring but it turned out to be quite fun. =) Played asshole daidi with some peeps, which reminded me of the times when we played it in the canteen back in phpps.. =( And also gambling with 2I5 and getting caught by, hiding and running away from the stupid bangla security guard!!! Lizheng and I had a gd laugh talking abt it. Played some other games like blow wind blow and truth or dare. && ofc, the food!! ( even though I didn't eat much )

I'm glad that I have awesome classmates. =)

Flying to Hongkong tml!!! Will be back on the 23rd. Totally excited and squeezed all of my stuff into the luggage. Wanted to bring the bigger one but I think it'll be very AA. I hope I won't come back a icecube! Take care y'all. =)

sadness ever lasts

2009-11-12T16:41:00.004+08:00

Nothing ever lasts.
Happiness never lasts.
We just need to remember that sadness never lasts too.

=)

Seems like it has been a long time since I've blogged. Hahaha shall summarize my past few weeks(?) :

- waking up at 6.45 everyday when it's supposed to be the holidays UGH
- 7 chinese practice papers and two hours of chinese everyday
- O level chinese
- choir practices
- hongkong trip meetings
- flagday
- open house rehearsal
- carried a huge pile of heavy books back home (half done, the rest tml)

Totally exhausted. Having rly bad cramps and I still have to go back to school later at 7pm for another hongkong meeting. Oh and not to mention I still have to attend school tml. =(

breathe

2009-10-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much. -Mother Teresa

This was what happened last Friday. Taken from Huien's blog 'cause I'm too lazy to type it out =S

" Today Zhixian and I were rather exasperated during Physics. We got our results back and then afterwards 3S5 came in to the AVA Room with us for a combined class (typical Mr Loh trying to cut down on lesson time as usual). So we were doing our corrections while Mr Loh started giving out the papers to the people from 3S5, announcing the names of those who scored A1 and above.

After a while this guy whom I'm going to call HL 牛奶, got his paper and sat down next to Sean, who was sitting next to Zhixian. I was sitting next to Zhixian. So the arrangement was like this:

HL 牛奶 | Sean | Zhixian | Me

And then Zhixian heard HL 牛奶 sighing and saying to Sean, "我刚刚 pass 而已," so naturally we thought he scored maybe fifty-something.

He proceeded to say, "我考到 75 分." !!!!!

Went to buy bubble tea with Zhixian after school and headed over to KFC to eat. "

Seriously I was so irritated by him! Stupid guy.

Anyw, I caught My Sister's Keeper on Saturday. It was rly touching I found myself in tears just a few minutes after it started and cried throughout after that. If you guys haven't watched it yet, goooooo! =)

We had HBL ( Home-based learning ) today, had to drag myself up to the computer. Ah, at least it beats gng to school. Having HBL tml too and Friday's our last day of school! We have headstart after that for two weeks though, so we can't rly 'celebrate' yet. =(

comfort zone

2009-10-20T17:55:00.004+08:00

I suppose there was a point in my life when I wanted the package deal - the chuppah, the husband, the kids, the carpools - but somewhere along the line, I'd just stopped hoping. I had gotten used to living alone, to saving the other half of the can of soup for the next night's dinner, to only changing the pillowcases on my side of the bed. I had become overly comfortable with myself, so much so that anyone else would have felt like an intrusion. -Jodi Picoult, Change of heart.

EXAMS OVER + TWO DAYS OF NOT HAVING TO ATTEND SCHOOL = A VERY VERY HAPPY ZHIXIAN

=) =) =)

different

2009-10-06T18:12:00.004+08:00

" I knew exactly how she felt. When you're different, sometimes you don't see the millions of people who accept you for what you are. All you notice is the one person you doesn't. " -Jodi Picoult, Change of Heart

EL and HCL papers are over!!! Six more papers to go =S

Even though I'm somehow relieved that the year is coming to an end, I don't know if I shld be 'cause the big O's next year!!! Ahhh.

For today I shall continue reading my novel, not worry abt the examinations and have a good night's rest! =)

Do your best if you're having your examinations now. =)